What am i supposed to do ?? for get a chance?

because of i m living in a different geographic area i cant meet with any asian people in here.I tried everything that i could do.I went to foregin restaurants,i became member of international dating sites but any of them didnt give me a chance to start a relationship with an asian man.I love them and their everything that s why i m trying to join their way of life.I would ve a trip to asia but i couldnt trust to myself cuz if i would go to there i couldnt be happy when i turn back to my country i would ve the adaptation problems.I m an attractive and possitive woman but its like an obsessive compulsive that i ve ?? cuz my eyes dont see any other man and also i dont want.what am i supposed to do ? i've had quite enough of those unhappy days of my life.where can i meet them..